The past few days have been very emotional for me. Why? Stupid AS results la. Classic case of procrastinator and lazy bummer getting his (or in this case, her) just desserts.
I wasn't the only one effected. Many of my classmates are contemplating dropping a subject; many more would like to re-sit a subject (myself included). Gave differing A2 finals a thought, but then I would be wasting alot of my parents ever-dimishing supply of money. A close friend of mine is totally dropping out if A-Levels even (Babe, I'll miss you but I think you're doing the right thing. Remember our promise to push each other ya?).
From a class of 33 in January 2006, only 30 remain. One with a change of subjects thus a change of class, one to a change heart (and country even) (good luck in Australia Wai!) and one to another course.
Even though 30 of us still remain for the next 6 months, many of us won't be together for all subjects much longer. I think I would be missing many friendly faces in Biology and Chemistry too.
I realise that as I grow older, I tend to contemplate about the past and future more. I would have the-good-old-days thoughts and predict where each of us stand in 10 years time. Would we be what we want to be, where we want to be, how we want to be? Would we even be here on Earth then? Would there even be planet Earth as we now know it then? Sometimes I wish I would live long enough to see the first flying, eco-friendly car on the road, sometimes I wish I would be dead before mankind kill themselves with pollution.
What a fickle mind evolution (or The Boss (notBoss Stewie)) gave me.
Went for dinner yesterday with Ty, KH and Maemoo last night at Weng Chiew Restaurant or something liddat, 'near' Paris. Food's not bad, but the ss2 pasar malam's fried ice cream is definately better than the restaurants. Poor Wennie, she had a family thingy on so by the time she could come, dinner was already in our stomachs.
Thank you Tysern's daddy and mummy for dinner!
Instead of Wen getting lost finding the restaurant, Mae drove all of us to One U to catch a movie. Oh my buddha, the lines were so freaking long! Since the movies we wanted to watch were all starting soon, we went to Paddington's to eat (some more) instead. The chocolate everything was *drooooooooooool* (This is why I can never diet. Food is too glorious!) Left for my place at bout 12 and all five of us just started joking, bitching and gossiping non-stop. It reminded me of my f4/5 years, where a huge group of us would just come together in the middle of the class and start yapyapyapyapyap until the next teacher comes in or Siva walks past. Then we'll continue blablabla-ing again.
By the time everyone left at 2am, I learnt some new stuff edi. No surprise he started smoking with his attitude change and all, but her too? Tsk tsk. Kononnye president of *ahem*. The big micro manager so chose the wrong person to lead. Oh well, when you fall for the ass kissers...
edit: He says she doesn't. I don't know whether I can trust him anymore. He's changed so much.
It's hard to believe it has been one month already. My holidays feels like it just started two weeks ago but for my brain it's as if I've not touched a book for 5 years. January is going to be a very headachey month for me unless I can get the ol' brain cogs working again.
As humans get older, I think it's normal to feel that time passes even faster. I can remember in standard 6 it felt like forever for the new year to start and finally be a 'teenager'. Now, it feels like just yesterday I celebrated my 18th with PM12. In about a month's time, a lot of my friends would be leaving to further their studies overseas edi. In two month's time I turn 19. In three month's time I would start stressing over A2. In four months I will sit for my A2. In five, I have to decide on what to study, where to study and how to finance my studies.
I feel like I'm in one of those dreams where everyone is moving forward while I'm trying my best to catch up yet I'm falling behind. Further and further behind.
Shit. I think I'm getting a mild case of depression.
I know, I know. How slow can I be right? Nothing major happened, so the mood to blog didn't happen too.
Well, all my plans to go for a holiday in Pangkor went kapuut. Will try again next..err, this year, after my A-levels. Stressing abit thinking about my future. Or at least I hope I would have a future. Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
NYE wasn't so fun this year. Went to the Curve with Ty, Wen, KH and others instead of the Rotaract thing. Regretted it abit then when I found out Ty didn't reserve tables at Laundry and expected alcohol-intolerant KH to pay 30 bucks to go into the-bar-above-Laundry-that-I can't-remember-the-name. Ended up sitting on the stairs with our cans of booze. Laugh la, laugh la I know la. The first thing that came to my mind then was "Oh shit I've become a foreign worker."
Saw 2 of my bitches there. Damn. Missed seeing him. Damn. Bumped into my new aunt-in-law tho. Shaun and Wilson too. Hands down Shaun was the dressiest person there man. Got tie somore weh. By the start of the new day, I had 2 blisters. Shows how long it has been since I walked far. Went to BK for donno what reason before Wen sent me home. Damn she has cute friends. Classmate somore. Why all the chun guys have to be second degree aquaintences one??? No fair. *pout* Her class had 7 girls. Mine has 7 guys. Grrrrrr.
As usual, gossiped in the car, did silly things in the car. Cussed lousy drivers in the car. Hahahahha. At least I didn't dance in the car la. Wanted to but Wen would have been humilated by my mere presence. Haha. Mummy said the food at Itallianese that night was sooooo bad. The wine too. No surprise there. Ikea has yummy hotdogs for only rm2. A little kid ignored me and kept staring at my lollipop until a balloon caught her sight. My kid-friendly-ness is going down the drain. I think it's an age thing.
Best thing that happened was the fireworks. Kevin (who's now back in SG) got the whole thing. Will post it up if he sends it to me. Took only a couple of pics and as usual, they're with Ty the camwhore.
Went shopping with the sis yesterday. Hehe we're gonna wear matching tops for CNY. Bwahahaha. The idea of wearing EVERYTHING matching is still in my mind. Found a cropped jacket that I like. 50% discount somore. Went to pay, then jeng jeng jeng the price tag was after discount. Damn. Been thinking about it all day. Will get it if it's still there the next time I go there. If it's not, the Big Boss doesn't want me to have it then. Anyone wanna get me a present? =P
edit: I got the jacket~!!!weeeeeee! and Daddy gave me cash so I only paid bout half myself~!!=D
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