Thursday, January 06, 2011

5% extra credit?

For the very first time in past three years, I actually feel there's a good reason to see a counselor, beyond wasting time to get 5% worth of extra credit marks.

Self-diagnosing, I think I am slowly manifesting signs of depression.

Self-healing, I tried to pinpoint something, anything to first overcome to shake the blues off. But I couldn't find anything that I can actually deal with.

Tried cheering myself up with good news, but knowing I most probably won't have to wait long to get a job after graduation didn't perk me back up that much.

Currently I'm still bottling everything up (minus the rare occasions I got to boil over, barely) and burying it under the pretext of studies, duties and a pasted smile.

Boy does it get tiring.